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I seem to find ease by typing a whole lot of junk here. Since I've totally distant myself from various other forms of communicating tools, I've learnt to be less dependent on people in general. This might be the most pathetic thing to do, yet the most useful start to dig deep and search for better things to do. I blame it all on that silly boy down there, but again, it would contradict what I said yesterday if I decide not to take things positively.

So yeah, however fucked-up things are, and even if everything seems to go completely wrong, I.. shall.. breathe. Hard. Like never before. After all, as quoted by dad sometime last year, I literally have minor breathing problems. Why? Because I get high at the most unusual times (i.e. abrupt intolerable hyperness). Apparently, it has something to do with the amount of oxygen that fills up my brain. Its either too much or too little. Lack of balance, however you want to put it. Having said that, this must mean something apart from the literal sense, don't you think?

No, this does not mean I've taken a huge step towards my ultimate goal in becoming THE GIP (Tried, but failed. Lol). I still hold strong to this awful habit of procrastinating. I need that habit in me, because somehow or rather it keeps me going through my days. Procrastinating doesn't mean you don't do anything at all. You learn by doing things that people think might not be academic-related or do much towards your personal development. I personally believe that these things actually help you discover yourself and what makes you happy. It might be a drawing of your cat because it's the easiest thing to think of if you're lacking creativity (like myself). Gee, this doesn't sound all that great now, does it?

Its true. You'd appreciate and be thankful to those who care and those who don't give two fucks about you as well. They affect, in more ways than one.